Nepotism and Mistakes

Who was that who invented defiance
With puke behind the couch
The stickiness is sobering
Sickening familiarity
I was trialled with normality
Yet battled through
Cancerous cancerous cancerous
Glistening in the dawn alien attack
I need to crave this craziness
In all it's naughty failed optimism
Sublime in my ineptitude
This attitude all mine right now
Nepotism and mistakes
All the things I'm addicted to
Finally finally finally
I'll put on the dress
And battle through
With a mission nestled in my lap
Sooth Sooth Sooth
My scolded blurry type
I will open up the tender hate
I will take another bite